I grew up with divorced parents below the poverty line. My mom spent years at a time in jail, rehabilitation clinics, and group homes, while my father has battled alcoholism long before I was born, so my grandmother raised me. Arguably a subculture itself, poverty has significantly altered my world view. Another identity which has continued to alter my worldview is that of a queer man. When I first ‘came out,’ I was in 8th grade. I lived in what my mother calls “trailer park culture,” which is the culture formed through living in a run-down, rural neighborhood. The identity I held at home was incompatible with my queer identity, so I had to learn at an early age how to reconcile playing these two roles separately, which is something I still do today. The social expectations in the larger queer community require economic stature, while the social reality of my home background is a severe lack …show more content…
While I began to feel out of place in church as my sexual orientation became clear to me, the church instantly knew I was out of place when it became clear to them. Upon arriving, I remember people apologizing to my grandmother about the news. The sermon was about the sin of homosexuality. Feeling humiliated, I promised myself I would not go back. At 14, I began a two-year journey researching religions until I found the right path for me. At 16, I began practicing Buddhism, of which I have been a practitioner now for six years. Through my religious journey, my worldview has been influenced by many other practitioners of Buddhism – most notably, a Sinhalese Buddhist Monk from Sri Lanka and veteran of the Sri Lankan Civil