Hope. A rhetorical name for an insecure teenage girl. What hope can I have if my life is not worth fighting for? I’ve been stuck in an in-between cycle for my whole life, starting from a middle class family to being a middle child in the inner of my teenage years. I always seemed to observe the world around me, figuring out if it’s good or bad, or even in-between like me. The day I turned 16, was the moment I knew everything had and will forever change.
Sixteen years past my birth and everything starts making connections, the regrets, the accomplishments and the forgiveness. My family always say, it’s the part of your life that forms your future adulthood. The journey through countless dangers and pressured risks that impacts towards the person I am and who I want to be. But I don’t want to be responsible yet! I want to have my freedom to enjoy my life with my friends and family.
My future keeps creeping closer and I’m terrified of what’s to come. Everything that has been introduced in my life starts to expand, and I start to wonder why I am here? Am I worth the creation? Am I going to die alone with nobody to love me? Can I really trust anyone? What if I don’t pass school and university? Should I really do it? Is this risk worth my life? Help me. …show more content…
Struggling between my work life and sport life, I barely have time for school work. Homework and assignments are a pass, I would rather hang out with my friends- well the only few I have. High school is a challenging lifestyle, it is full of drama, excitement and stress. True friends are shown and fake friends are revealed. The Bullies are powerful while others are weak like me. If you’re popular you have lots of friends, you go to parties and be with boys, but when you’re a loner, you sit by yourself and do nothing. I’m in-between as usual, I have my best friends but I rarely go
Sixteen years past my birth and everything starts making connections, the regrets, the accomplishments and the forgiveness. My family always say, it’s the part of your life that forms your future adulthood. The journey through countless dangers and pressured risks that impacts towards the person I am and who I want to be. But I don’t want to be responsible yet! I want to have my freedom to enjoy my life with my friends and family.
My future keeps creeping closer and I’m terrified of what’s to come. Everything that has been introduced in my life starts to expand, and I start to wonder why I am here? Am I worth the creation? Am I going to die alone with nobody to love me? Can I really trust anyone? What if I don’t pass school and university? Should I really do it? Is this risk worth my life? Help me. …show more content…
Struggling between my work life and sport life, I barely have time for school work. Homework and assignments are a pass, I would rather hang out with my friends- well the only few I have. High school is a challenging lifestyle, it is full of drama, excitement and stress. True friends are shown and fake friends are revealed. The Bullies are powerful while others are weak like me. If you’re popular you have lots of friends, you go to parties and be with boys, but when you’re a loner, you sit by yourself and do nothing. I’m in-between as usual, I have my best friends but I rarely go