Today is a monday and it sure as hell felt like one. Work was okay I’m getting the hang of this proccing thing I feel like I’m getting better and I can tell that I am. The guys are more pacenit with me and they actually wait on me now I have to wait on them. I did the hilmar thing thinking that I wasn’t ever gonna better but I am. Now I just don’t know what to do. I mean the HIlmar offer is at the able but I don’t know how to turn it down. I mean I’m not sure how to do it without looking ungrateful or you know just plain stupid for this orputunity. I came home to sleep and to my resume prety much. This thing with Chuyy I have is now really over I’m cutting it for good. It’ll be good for him I don’t feel like talking to anyone so his loking
