Guilt-Personal Narrative

I was destroying myself
In the process of it all.
Maybe the truth behind of my physiological issues and addictions was simply me not telling.

It was eating me up from the inside.
Maybe I had gone completely mad over guilt.
Maybe it wasn't loss like I had always assumed
Maybe, just maybe, guilt is what caused
The little sanity I had left
To slowly decay.

And in that moment
I had decided upon the idea
That the pathetic feeling of guilt
Kidnapped the few marbles I had
And has yet to return them.
I had gone mental,
For basically a nothing
That turned out to be everything.

I should not have been left alone
With my mind for that long.
And for that I feel
As if I've been fooled
Fooled my my own internal demons.

My secrets
were