With everyday that the once loving Hassan becomes more distant, quiet, sick, and depressed, Amir becomes paranoid and crazed to the point where he has to “[bolt] to the bathroom and [vomit] in the sink” whenever he becomes “overcome with… guilt” (Hosseini 32). Amir never looks his guilt in the face nor attempts to redeem himself in an honest and upfront matter, which, in Khaled Hosseini’s mind, is really the only way to redeem oneself. Instead, he screams at Hassan to hurt him, and “give [him] the punishment [he] craved, so maybe [he would] finally sleep at night” (92). Amir tries to rid himself of his guilt by trying to make Hassan feel guilty about something too, allowing him to take comfort in knowing that him and Hassan are “even” so that he can forget about what he has done and move on (101). Throughout the novel, Amir constantly struggles with his guilt and tries to not think about it, but the guilt will not go away because he needs to confront and acknowledge his guilt, rather than
With everyday that the once loving Hassan becomes more distant, quiet, sick, and depressed, Amir becomes paranoid and crazed to the point where he has to “[bolt] to the bathroom and [vomit] in the sink” whenever he becomes “overcome with… guilt” (Hosseini 32). Amir never looks his guilt in the face nor attempts to redeem himself in an honest and upfront matter, which, in Khaled Hosseini’s mind, is really the only way to redeem oneself. Instead, he screams at Hassan to hurt him, and “give [him] the punishment [he] craved, so maybe [he would] finally sleep at night” (92). Amir tries to rid himself of his guilt by trying to make Hassan feel guilty about something too, allowing him to take comfort in knowing that him and Hassan are “even” so that he can forget about what he has done and move on (101). Throughout the novel, Amir constantly struggles with his guilt and tries to not think about it, but the guilt will not go away because he needs to confront and acknowledge his guilt, rather than