I’ve been playing the way others want me to- safe, guarded, conventional- focusing of the final score, instead of just enjoying the game. The day I hit the shot of my life, that’s how I always want to feel. I’ve spent far too long worrying about hitting bad shots and choosing the wrong club that I haven’t let myself just play the game.
However, playing it safe hasn’t all been for nothing. I’ve had some great rounds, and some not-so-great rounds, and they’ve shaped me into the person I am today. But the person I am today can still grow and become the person I want to be, and I can achieve that by taking risks, like going to college out of state or taking a job in a foreign country, or by just stopping, and not thinking. Definitely not throwing caution to the wind entirely, but letting my guard down just enough to live. Its time for me to find the person I’m supposed to be, and all of those safe rounds have prepared me to do so, all by