Girl Monologue

I'm just so confused. You could have had pretty much anyone! There are tones of girls who were all over you. Most of them are way prettier then me, more interesting; just more everything. Probably less crazy, less sad, less miserable then me by a million times. I'm just an average person in an average world. You, you are a planet in an amazing Galaxy.
I don't understand how a person like you could love someone like me. I don't understand why you choose me.. I guess you see something in me that I don't. But I'm happy for that! I'm just so scared of loosing you because you are the only person who has ever cared so much about me I don't even care that much about me. I know you say you're not going anywhere but I'm scared I'll do and say the wrong things and push you away from me. Which isn't gonna happen but I'm still scared that it will. I'm sorry that I make you so angry and push your buttons and make you so miserable that you sometimes want …show more content…
(sept I don't ever want to leave you) I think are relationship just gets better after every big fight. Yes I do miss when we first started this.. You couldn't keep you're hands off me you showered me in kisses told me you loved me every couple minutes you were just so happy you could see it in your eyes. I'm sorry I wrecked that, I'm sorry I ruined your trust for me.. I should have never smoked pot that day or let guys use me because I was thinking you'd just leave so idk there's no reason I was dumb. I tried to push you away with. But your stubborn ass wouldn't budge which I love so much and you make me so happy. I still remember the night you told me, "I think I'm in love with you" I remember it like yesterday it was