Girl Monologue

We are all familiar with those teen comedies following the same storyline where the awkward shy girl meets the boy of her dreams and ends up befriending everyone in school. Well, that girl is me, except I don’t get the boy or the insane popularity or the happy ending, not yet anyway. Maybe my life will find some parallels to those typical high school movies, but that time isn’t now. Moving definitely decreased my chances of that ever happening and transformed my perspective on the world around me to this day. I am a person who never liked change, so moving away from my friends and going to a new school was devastatingly terrifying. I couldn’t imagine a life that was different from the one I already had. Missing out on the High School Musical dance parties in the living room, jump rope …show more content…
My problem is that I let obstacles in my life control my way of thinking and confidence to the point that I was a completely different person. But I cannot hold in my frustration for my constant need of hesitation to completely be myself anymore. The real solution is to remember that most people are too focused on themselves that they won’t even remember the outfit I wore yesterday and to step out of my comfort zone when applicable. In the upcoming months and the rest of my life I will take every opportunity that will engage my passions and get out of my comfort zone with others who have similar enthusiasm for my interests. By continuing my education, my broader range of knowledge and sense of my surrounding environment will expand the content and value of outside conversations. I don’t want to know who’s dating who, I want to sit down and have conversations that impact and encourage. School will continue to challenge me and require the help and support of fellow classmates who I can also get to know and help guide me through this new chapter in my