Beatrya POV
I woke up not really wanting to get still feeling very tired. I debated if I should get up or not but my eyes closed and soon I fell asleep again. I did that about 2 more times before deciding to get up. I slowly got up and walked into the bathroom. I looked at my reflection and just sighed. I did my business and washed my hands. I brushed my teeth then I brushed my hair. I realized I need to shower and get ready for school. I shivered at the thought of school. You might be thinking why I haven't told anyone that they been physically bullying me. I have tried many times but a 3 day suspension doesn't do anything. They weren't always physically,it was verbally at first until I had to tell then it got physical. I just grabbed a random …show more content…
After that I walked out and realised I've been in the shower for more than an hour. I turned off the water and dried my body putting on my clothes. I dried my hair with my towel then walked out. I grabbed my black jacket and put it on so it'll cover my wrist. They may not check but if they see they will tell. I hate switching houses because then I have to move everything to the new house. They take all blade and I can't buy razors to shave or sharpeners for a while. They don't want me to cut and when they think I won't I'm free. I've been at this house for a year. I walked slowly down the stairs not having an appetite so I just walked out the door grabbing my bag on the way out. I live in New York which is not good for me. We live on the more not city side. We only go to city if I need more pills which I "forgot" to take this morning. I walked to school until I saw the building and just got anxiety by staring at it. My hands started to sweat and I walked towards it. I'm in 11th grade which is good for me. I walked in and walked to …show more content…
I walked home but the streets were crowded with cars more than usual. I wondered why and tried to make guesses on the way back but decided to give up with them. I was in front of the house and stared at it for a couple of seconds than walks back in. I put my bag on one of the hooks and closed the door. I walked in the living room and they were both awake. The "mom" walk towards me and I immediately got scared. "Why didn't you take your pills today!WE DONT WONT YOU HERE TAKE YOUR FUCKING PILLS NEXT TIME BECAUSE WE NEED YOU TO GET BETTER!"She yelled at me then slapped me hard. I grabbed my cheek not crying because I felt worse pain before. The "dad" got up and wrapped his arm around her shoulders. "She isn't worth our time to deal with, SHE IS WORTHLESS"He said loud enough for me to hear. I bit my lip and nodded walked past them but my hair got pulled back and I was about to scream until the "mom"slapped me once so ill shut up. "Don't you fucking dare try to scream again or the neighbors will here!go back up stairs and take your pills then come back down. We count each one remember that. You need to take them to get your stupid mind under control!"He said. I just nodded then ran up stairs and once I closed my door that's when all of my tears just fell. I just wiped them and walked to my big dresser with a mirror and just wanted to scream and tell someone to help. Everytime I do everything just gets worse. I grabbed
I woke up not really wanting to get still feeling very tired. I debated if I should get up or not but my eyes closed and soon I fell asleep again. I did that about 2 more times before deciding to get up. I slowly got up and walked into the bathroom. I looked at my reflection and just sighed. I did my business and washed my hands. I brushed my teeth then I brushed my hair. I realized I need to shower and get ready for school. I shivered at the thought of school. You might be thinking why I haven't told anyone that they been physically bullying me. I have tried many times but a 3 day suspension doesn't do anything. They weren't always physically,it was verbally at first until I had to tell then it got physical. I just grabbed a random …show more content…
After that I walked out and realised I've been in the shower for more than an hour. I turned off the water and dried my body putting on my clothes. I dried my hair with my towel then walked out. I grabbed my black jacket and put it on so it'll cover my wrist. They may not check but if they see they will tell. I hate switching houses because then I have to move everything to the new house. They take all blade and I can't buy razors to shave or sharpeners for a while. They don't want me to cut and when they think I won't I'm free. I've been at this house for a year. I walked slowly down the stairs not having an appetite so I just walked out the door grabbing my bag on the way out. I live in New York which is not good for me. We live on the more not city side. We only go to city if I need more pills which I "forgot" to take this morning. I walked to school until I saw the building and just got anxiety by staring at it. My hands started to sweat and I walked towards it. I'm in 11th grade which is good for me. I walked in and walked to …show more content…
I walked home but the streets were crowded with cars more than usual. I wondered why and tried to make guesses on the way back but decided to give up with them. I was in front of the house and stared at it for a couple of seconds than walks back in. I put my bag on one of the hooks and closed the door. I walked in the living room and they were both awake. The "mom" walk towards me and I immediately got scared. "Why didn't you take your pills today!WE DONT WONT YOU HERE TAKE YOUR FUCKING PILLS NEXT TIME BECAUSE WE NEED YOU TO GET BETTER!"She yelled at me then slapped me hard. I grabbed my cheek not crying because I felt worse pain before. The "dad" got up and wrapped his arm around her shoulders. "She isn't worth our time to deal with, SHE IS WORTHLESS"He said loud enough for me to hear. I bit my lip and nodded walked past them but my hair got pulled back and I was about to scream until the "mom"slapped me once so ill shut up. "Don't you fucking dare try to scream again or the neighbors will here!go back up stairs and take your pills then come back down. We count each one remember that. You need to take them to get your stupid mind under control!"He said. I just nodded then ran up stairs and once I closed my door that's when all of my tears just fell. I just wiped them and walked to my big dresser with a mirror and just wanted to scream and tell someone to help. Everytime I do everything just gets worse. I grabbed