His conscience was clear, but a daunting feeling continued to haunt him. The stares and howls of a sea of people that were surrounding him “expected it of [him] and [he] had got to do it; I could feel their thousand wills pressing me forward. Irresistibly.”(George Orwell 148). Anyone in his position would have felt forced and if he had backed out the consequences that would have followed would have been brutal. He felt like “an absurd puppet pushed to and fro by the will of those yellow faces behind.”(George Orwell 148). He felted controlled by the reaction of the people gathered around him. They were excited and happy because he was going to kill the elephant and the fact that they liked him or didn’t hate him at the moment made him feel like “an absurd puppet” (Orwell
His conscience was clear, but a daunting feeling continued to haunt him. The stares and howls of a sea of people that were surrounding him “expected it of [him] and [he] had got to do it; I could feel their thousand wills pressing me forward. Irresistibly.”(George Orwell 148). Anyone in his position would have felt forced and if he had backed out the consequences that would have followed would have been brutal. He felt like “an absurd puppet pushed to and fro by the will of those yellow faces behind.”(George Orwell 148). He felted controlled by the reaction of the people gathered around him. They were excited and happy because he was going to kill the elephant and the fact that they liked him or didn’t hate him at the moment made him feel like “an absurd puppet” (Orwell