Free Pass Research Paper

I said to someone once, "if I could have a free pass I think I would go back and change a few things". They looked at me and said "Like what?" And ever since then it's been going through my mind all the things I "thought" I would do different. For starters, I would change all the immature/irresponsible things I may have done in my adolescence. I would take back all the things I should've not said, or say the things I needed to say. I would have been on the first vehicle that could have got me to Nashville the fastest for hair school the day after I graduated high school, and I would have skipped all the broken stages the last 5ish years in college "so I said".... And then I started thinking but if I could have a free pass backwards then I'd wish for one free pass forwards as well.. just to go ahead and have my online boutique up and running, and to finally be THROUGH WITH COLLEGE, and to just take a sneak peak at my future family.

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I struggle with waiting on the Lord sometimes. But I was reminded recently in a moment of worry over my future dreams and plans, that WHO CARES if other people have the same one is me... there's plenty for everyone. Who cares if my online boutique didn't launch four months ago when I wanted it to... it's going to happen when it's the right time for it to. Who cares if I didn't go to hair school right out of college... instead I went on a 4 year journey of ups and downs trying to find who I am and who I'm meant to be. If I would have taken a different path I wouldn't have friends all over the country, I wouldn't be the national watermelon queen, and I would never be as strong as I am today. We can make plans for ourselves all we want to, but I am so thankful the Lord wrecked mine, so he could put me in my place. I've learned more about myself the past couple of years than ever imaginable because of the path I thought I would change if I could. That's what you call sovereignty. That's what you call