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He was always joking with me whenever I visited him and grandma and despite that he always joked with me, I disliked him. When he died I still ate a sandwich that day. I ate it while watching my twin cousins cry on their mom’s chest and while my grandma talked about it too my mom, I felt nothing. I never went over there again after school for my own reasons which I don’t remember today. I don’t think my family ever thought of it whenever I showed no feeling to my grandpas death. When it became Christmas, I decided to visit her with my family and she told me that I was just like him, same love for sandwiches and that we both had to have chips with them. I apologized to her.
Nowadays, I always think about him. I grew up never having a grandpa figure and whenever he was still around, I never considered him as one. My grandpa on my dad’s side had died due to the same reason. He died before I was born and In turn, I never met him. I regret not getting to know my grandpa on my mom’s side and I regret disliking him. I wonder if he knew that I disliked him, I wish I would have gotten to know him better. I started spending time with my grandma after that talk with her but instead of her making sandwiches for me, I made one for her instead. She loved