Feeling Like Dying: A Short Story

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After you've tried all the possibilities and doors you've thought you had in an attempt to release yourself from the pain of feeling so disconnected and worthless
Completely clueless you'll close your eyes and feel every beat of your heart... Louder then you ever thought it was possible... you'll feel like dying... Warm tears will make you feel like there's nothing and nowhere else in this non-sense existence that would make you feel safe and hole again... a deep breath you'll allow you to feel your heart beating even stronger... You're not dying... Through the warmth of your tears you'll feel no longer afraid of feeling fear, you'll no longer will feel stuck for being los, you'll will no longer feel sorrow for being where you are and guilty

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