Winston, aware of his hidden hatred for the Party, unconsciously begins writing rebellious words in his diary. He knows that keeping a diary is a crime, and he is aware of the potential risks - the police finding it and possibly killing him - of having it in his possessions. By first impression, most would say that this rebellious act dubs Winston as a hero. However, that title is ultimately renounced in the end when he gave in to the rules of the Party. It is more appropriate to say that Winston is a hero that does not succeed in his endeavors and fails. He does not fit the mold of Orwell’s definition of heroism, which is: ordinary people doing whatever they can to change social systems that do not respect human decency, even with the knowledge
