Apology Letter To A Friend

Good morning Kalina. This is the last long apology I’ll ever write you.

Kalina, since the day we met I knew we had something special, but I didn’t know what that something was. No one had ever wanted anything special with me. No one had ever wanted anything with me, period. I had never really had any friends, definitely never more than one good friend. Starting in middle school, my parents were going through a tough time (not in their relationship just like, with other parts of life) and I didn’t like bothering them about stuff, and it was hard to make friends or really do anything in middle school without wearing cool clothes and being cool but we couldn’t afford it and that was fine. I had a TV in my room and a PS3 I got for my christmas present and it was a good time. I had acquaintances here and there, I hung out with people sometimes, but I had no friends. I was never sad about it, other people had friends and they seemed to enjoy it and that was fine but I was …show more content…
I haven’t been as respectful as I should’ve. I haven’t been anything that you deserved. I’ve been shit compared to you and I’ve put you through so much already, I hope I can make it up in some way. The man I am today doesn’t make me happy. It doesn’t make you happy. Its a shitty way to be and I know this. It has been a stressful summer for me, for many reasons whether is transitioning to college, watching my parents bounce in and out of debt, whatever it may have been, it was just tough for me, but it was just as tough for you, I know without a doubt. The one bright light in my summer was you, and not only did almost put that light out, I didn’t serve as the same bright light in your life that I should. I’ve made you sad beyond doubt, I’ve hurt you, I’ve broken your trust in me, I’ve done a lot of shit and no matter how shitty my life is going, I can’t ever let this happen again. You’re the number one priority in my life and I can’t let stuff like this