Even as the deadline to get this project done drew ever closer, I still couldn’t even decide on a person to write about much less knowing what I was going to write about said undecided person. Maybe if I had actually enjoyed this project or the class that had resulted in this assignment, then this knowledge of an ever closing in deadline would have given me new found motivation and writing prowess but this was not the case. To tell the truth, the deadline sort of knocked the fight out of me, I just felt resentment towards my teacher and the class and started to form a mentality of “I won’t do this project so I can spite you” towards my teacher. Truth be told this was completely illogical as I didn’t even dislike my teacher, I just had a sense of disdain towards the school as a whole; I was acting as though I could just ignore the assignment and make it go
Even as the deadline to get this project done drew ever closer, I still couldn’t even decide on a person to write about much less knowing what I was going to write about said undecided person. Maybe if I had actually enjoyed this project or the class that had resulted in this assignment, then this knowledge of an ever closing in deadline would have given me new found motivation and writing prowess but this was not the case. To tell the truth, the deadline sort of knocked the fight out of me, I just felt resentment towards my teacher and the class and started to form a mentality of “I won’t do this project so I can spite you” towards my teacher. Truth be told this was completely illogical as I didn’t even dislike my teacher, I just had a sense of disdain towards the school as a whole; I was acting as though I could just ignore the assignment and make it go