Jesus when I was born I came here doing for myself. By the time I turned two I decided to kill myself with fly poison but right. I thank you Lord, right now for alerting my parent somehow that I took fly poison. I became the perfect little girl after that incident. I starting taking care of everyone else; I became to go to for everyone in the family thinking that would make them love me a little more. I became angry after been physically abused and always been mentally abused but Jesus you kept re-enforcing to me that you had me hear for a reason. Yet, at 8 years old I started to drink to forget; I got up the next day with the same problem. I became so reckless at 14 years; I was going out to clubs drinking and smoking, while babies
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He didn’t know I was a closet drinker or that I that drink alone and the one who really started him to drink. I went on this way for seven more years. At age 34, I was hit by car and it smashed real badly. I was crushed in the car; hit my head on steering wheel, all most broke my hands and arms and hurt my ribs. I had a headache from December 1987 and I didn’t stop drinking, smoking or partying until two before my birthday February 1988 for going to hospital to see about my body from the accident. I that time you decided to take my eye sight from so I couldn’t see, my limbs in so much pain, my speech were I couldn’t talk, keen sense of hearing all these allowed me only to hear you for next five; I have a stroke.
After finally being able to hear with my sixth sense, I heard your voice. I finally listen and I knew it was you Lord. I noticed that each time I went and did things on my own it was your feet that was carrying me and when my life was especially sad and low it was you who was speaking to me. I didn’t understand why you kept me, want me, save me, kept me save when I didn’t want keep myself. I realize in the five month what I should know all my life you would never forsake me, your die to save my soul and you give me previous life and who am I to take that for you. You loved me when I through no one else did.
God I love you for being you! My father (Lord and Jesus above and the Holy Ghost that you left in
He didn’t know I was a closet drinker or that I that drink alone and the one who really started him to drink. I went on this way for seven more years. At age 34, I was hit by car and it smashed real badly. I was crushed in the car; hit my head on steering wheel, all most broke my hands and arms and hurt my ribs. I had a headache from December 1987 and I didn’t stop drinking, smoking or partying until two before my birthday February 1988 for going to hospital to see about my body from the accident. I that time you decided to take my eye sight from so I couldn’t see, my limbs in so much pain, my speech were I couldn’t talk, keen sense of hearing all these allowed me only to hear you for next five; I have a stroke.
After finally being able to hear with my sixth sense, I heard your voice. I finally listen and I knew it was you Lord. I noticed that each time I went and did things on my own it was your feet that was carrying me and when my life was especially sad and low it was you who was speaking to me. I didn’t understand why you kept me, want me, save me, kept me save when I didn’t want keep myself. I realize in the five month what I should know all my life you would never forsake me, your die to save my soul and you give me previous life and who am I to take that for you. You loved me when I through no one else did.
God I love you for being you! My father (Lord and Jesus above and the Holy Ghost that you left in