Eulogy For Father

I have always been passionate about about joining the military. Since I was ten years old I knew I wanted to be apart of something bigger. I’ve dreamed about the day I’d see WEBB on my uniform. My cousin Shawn was my biggest inspiration for this. He struggled at home with his parents and life in general and everyone always doubted him but he got out of this town and made a name for himself that he can be proud of and that is what I intend to do. I’m just recently 18 as of February. So that means I’m a pisces, which would explain why I’m a very empathetic and an emotional person. My moms the reason why I’m interested in astrology, I'm grateful for us to be able to share an interest together. My mother and I are not as close as I would hope us to be, when I was growing up she was in and out of jail/prison a lot so I didn't have much of a mom figure in my life. That was until my father met Carrie, my now step mom, in 2011. Im thankful for having Carrie in my life, she's made my dad a better person. I don't know where he’d be right now if it …show more content…
I wasn't as antisocial as I wanted to be but because of that I am thankful. I hung out with friends more, I did things on the weekends, I'd have get togethers to plan on the weekends; which I would love doing my my friends. Halloween 2015 I met my other half. If there was a male version of me, well i had found it. It was like I could finally breathe and feel comfortable again. I was given a sense of security, but with that there was also the constant abandonment. Nothing was ever constant and I began getting back into my old ways with staying in toxic situations. I wouldn't accept any advice from anyone and I refused to believe that this couldn’t last forever. I loved feeling like I could love this boy, but over two years went by and it eventually hit me that even if I love this boy, does he love me? And when i knew what the answer was, I erased every part of him from my