Essay On Send America Back To War

I have been in the same basement for three months now. I have lost all hope along with my fingernails that have been ripped off in a recent torturing. All that is left of my nails are bloody stumps that have been covered in bandages. I do not know if I am in Beirut Lebanon now or now. I have been blinded, binded, and shipped off to so many locations so many times that my realization of where I am is gone. I have endured and given the same answer to their single question. If I answer their single question America's deepest and most controversial missions could send America back to war. Suddenly, one of the usual guards that always wears a scowl walks in to begin the daily torture. “من أنت”. I have heard this sentence so many times that I know it will only bring pain. This is the only thing he says before the barrage of punches come. I learned Arabic in military school but I did not need it to know …show more content…
I fear that one of those choices are coming near. It will be impossible for anyone to find me and even if they did I have overheard that the area is surrounded by militants. I have a terrible fever from the lack of sanitation in my cell, yet they continue to break me. I know that I will not last long and I will suddenly spill information. The guard leaves along with the medical examiner and I am finally alone. To think about it I only came here to negotiate the release of another agent and instead we swapped places. I know that i can take the torture but the one thing that really drives me insane is the smell. Since Beirut or wherever I am is probably in shambles there is no such thing as running water or a toilet. So, Lucky me, the soldiers go to the bathroom in the cells right next to me. I know it is a little gross but I have done it multiple times as well but I never slept next to it for three