We booked this trip almost a year ago with our 2 best friends who we have known since college and pretty much the beginning of our relationship. These people were the few people at our court house wedding 6 years ago. They have witnessed us at our happiest and at our worst and sadly they will have our worst on this trip.
This whole thing was a bright idea that came during one of our parties we had when you err on rest from the rig decided it would be a fantastic idea to blow the last of our savings on an all inclusive holiday to the Maldives. At the time it sounded amazing, the island,the sun all day, the water sports and the cocktails........I mean it could have been the tequila talking that night I'm not really sure but we booked and paid for it so it looks like I'm going because I can't afford to just throw that kind of money away and since I will probably never be able to afford a holiday again never mind something like this it is probably my last chance to get away.
I walk around the bed staring …show more content…
We haven't spoken a full sentence to each other in weeks and the months before that it was mostly sentences that just consisted of curse words and name calling so it wasn't a far stretch to wonder why I was so anxious and pretty much dreading this trip. Shaking my head I push all thoughts of helping you out of my head I needed as much time as possible alone to prepare for this trip 5am was going to come far to