It was one patient in particular that caught my attention. He wasn’t my first assigned patient that summer, but his story touched me in a way no other had before. The patient was an elderly man with an advanced case of lung cancer. He was condemned to die in a couple of months, but was seeking further treatment. I was assigned to take his blood pressure and temperature periodically, give him his medicine, change his IV fluids and check on his overall well being. Part of me felt sad to help this man; another part of me was disappointed. I wanted to watch lives being saved, and I was stuck with someone whose life could not be saved. When I came into his room and asked him how he felt, his wife would bless me. They would both talk to me about their travels and their grandchildren. Every time I just propped his pillow or gave him a blanket his eyes would light up. I started to realize that everything I did for him, though seemingly insignificant, affected him. I could not save him, but I could soothe him. I became aware that saving lives was not limited to performing thrilling surgeries or solving medical mysteries. Saving a life could also mean providing the care and compassion that would allow someone to die with dignity. Looking back, I realize that this was one of the most humbling experiences of my life. I now understand that being a physician
It was one patient in particular that caught my attention. He wasn’t my first assigned patient that summer, but his story touched me in a way no other had before. The patient was an elderly man with an advanced case of lung cancer. He was condemned to die in a couple of months, but was seeking further treatment. I was assigned to take his blood pressure and temperature periodically, give him his medicine, change his IV fluids and check on his overall well being. Part of me felt sad to help this man; another part of me was disappointed. I wanted to watch lives being saved, and I was stuck with someone whose life could not be saved. When I came into his room and asked him how he felt, his wife would bless me. They would both talk to me about their travels and their grandchildren. Every time I just propped his pillow or gave him a blanket his eyes would light up. I started to realize that everything I did for him, though seemingly insignificant, affected him. I could not save him, but I could soothe him. I became aware that saving lives was not limited to performing thrilling surgeries or solving medical mysteries. Saving a life could also mean providing the care and compassion that would allow someone to die with dignity. Looking back, I realize that this was one of the most humbling experiences of my life. I now understand that being a physician