Elie desperately tried to keep his father safe and alive, but his efforts eventually failed: “I gave [Father] what was left of my soup. But my heart was heavy. I was aware that I was doing it grudgingly… Just like Rabbi Eliahu’s son, I had not passed the test” (107). This quote alludes back to the scene when Rabbi Eliahu came asking for his son’s whereabouts (after they were separated during the march). The author is implying that Elie considers his father a burden. The fact that he was giving the soup “grudgingly” goes to show that Elie’s need to survive is kicking in, as he doesn’t wish to give away his sustenance. The author implemented strong diction such as “heart was heavy” and “grudgingly” to portray a change in Elie’s character, as he has not only lost his faith, but he has also lost his connection to his family. The Holocaust drastically changed millions of lives. Once a boy with a yen for studying the Kabbalah, Elie is pushed beyond his limits, slowly forgetting his values. Ultimately, he becomes solely focused on survival. His endeavors left him permanently changed—the memories of those nights were burned into his
Elie desperately tried to keep his father safe and alive, but his efforts eventually failed: “I gave [Father] what was left of my soup. But my heart was heavy. I was aware that I was doing it grudgingly… Just like Rabbi Eliahu’s son, I had not passed the test” (107). This quote alludes back to the scene when Rabbi Eliahu came asking for his son’s whereabouts (after they were separated during the march). The author is implying that Elie considers his father a burden. The fact that he was giving the soup “grudgingly” goes to show that Elie’s need to survive is kicking in, as he doesn’t wish to give away his sustenance. The author implemented strong diction such as “heart was heavy” and “grudgingly” to portray a change in Elie’s character, as he has not only lost his faith, but he has also lost his connection to his family. The Holocaust drastically changed millions of lives. Once a boy with a yen for studying the Kabbalah, Elie is pushed beyond his limits, slowly forgetting his values. Ultimately, he becomes solely focused on survival. His endeavors left him permanently changed—the memories of those nights were burned into his