Saahir, I just feel so down and so hurt. I know that I have to fight some of these bad days to earn the best days of my life with you, and I want you to do and think the same. I just want to go somewhere with u sumwhere sooo far that know 1 knows us, where I don’t hear a single thing about any1. JUST ME & U busy with our own lifes, Doing our own things. I’m FUCKKIN in love with you man, I RAA can’t explain. At times you do things that hurts me, it kills me deep down but I try to stay calm. OKAY there’s times when I laugh it off and theres other times when I take it straight to heart. I keep re-thinking about it. I hate to argue with you but at the same time I love it coz u stay quiet and u let me win and I feel like a proper WIFE. But uno
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U don’t think like me and that’s ok. U have me today, but u don’t have the things that you are working towards, BUT WHAT IF… ur spending soo long on them things (your dreams) and u end up losing me, But u get to ur goal but u NO LONGER HAVE ME… will it be worth it? Considering we planned every little step together. YOUR’LL DIE! And seeing you like this, I’ll die 2. You know how they say ‘the greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live’. That’s y I PUSH you, I push u to ur limits, or shall I say I try to PUSH you BEYOND YOUR LIMITS! (that’s my love 4 u). I don’t want EITHER of us to regret. That why I said we need to get our NIKKAH done ASAP, that way we have each other and u have your dream to achieve with me right by ur side, to give u that push when ur getting off track. If ur still not on track then I’ll GRAB u by ur 2 little BALL’S and PUT u where u need to be. I just want you to turn these separate dark, stormy nights into a bright, sunny morning’s right beside you, I want you to turn these FRIENDS in to MY (OUR) family, AND I WANT YOOOU TO TURN OUR DREAMS IN REALITY, I want our reality to be WAY better than our
U don’t think like me and that’s ok. U have me today, but u don’t have the things that you are working towards, BUT WHAT IF… ur spending soo long on them things (your dreams) and u end up losing me, But u get to ur goal but u NO LONGER HAVE ME… will it be worth it? Considering we planned every little step together. YOUR’LL DIE! And seeing you like this, I’ll die 2. You know how they say ‘the greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live’. That’s y I PUSH you, I push u to ur limits, or shall I say I try to PUSH you BEYOND YOUR LIMITS! (that’s my love 4 u). I don’t want EITHER of us to regret. That why I said we need to get our NIKKAH done ASAP, that way we have each other and u have your dream to achieve with me right by ur side, to give u that push when ur getting off track. If ur still not on track then I’ll GRAB u by ur 2 little BALL’S and PUT u where u need to be. I just want you to turn these separate dark, stormy nights into a bright, sunny morning’s right beside you, I want you to turn these FRIENDS in to MY (OUR) family, AND I WANT YOOOU TO TURN OUR DREAMS IN REALITY, I want our reality to be WAY better than our