That's what I am.
This is what I'll be remembered as.
I'll be remembered as the sick girl in the hospital unable to do anything for herself.
I want to be remembered as the girl who fought to live.
I want to be remembered as the girl who was still able to laugh. Even in those last moments.
I won't be though.
Because I don't have anyone who will remember those moments.
Only doctors and nurses who are only focused on curing the next one.
Because they can't cure me.
So please, remember that girl.
The one who wasn't afraid to go.
Who accepted her fate.
Because that girls gone now with me in her place.
I'm terrified.
I'm not ready.
I'm not laughing anymore.
I'm just dying.
So please, remember that girl.
Not this one.
Just remember.
Remember