I would forget what it was like to smile and see my eyes sparkle with happiness. I would not leave my room for days at a time. I would just lay there for hours trying to remember what it was like to be happy and even force myself to be happy. I would say to myself that I am strong and I need to leave my room and go out and be active do things. I needed to live. Yet, I never wanted to leave my room it was safe there and but then I would look at my walls with picture of places I’ve been, and pictures of me smiling. My room was my safe haven but it also gave me hope. Hope that I can be happy and it is possible for me. It reminds me that things can go wrong and times can get dark and rough but they always get
I would forget what it was like to smile and see my eyes sparkle with happiness. I would not leave my room for days at a time. I would just lay there for hours trying to remember what it was like to be happy and even force myself to be happy. I would say to myself that I am strong and I need to leave my room and go out and be active do things. I needed to live. Yet, I never wanted to leave my room it was safe there and but then I would look at my walls with picture of places I’ve been, and pictures of me smiling. My room was my safe haven but it also gave me hope. Hope that I can be happy and it is possible for me. It reminds me that things can go wrong and times can get dark and rough but they always get