I shove my headphones into my ears and turn up the song I 'm obsessed with, Tainted Love by Marilyn Manson. I light another cigarette then neared off to the park where I can be alone.
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I push the snow off the bench and plop down. The park is quiet and lonely; no one in sight except for me. I look at the jungle gym and study the frost on the bars. I wish for a damn miracle. I twirl my foot in the snow making an imperfect circle.
I switch positions and feel the papers in my back pocket; I take them out and look at them. The one thing that stands out the most is 'parent signature ' in bold. Just thinking about walking in that house makings my stomach churn and my muscles tense up. I clear my throat, I can always forge it, but my cursive is …show more content…
Are you serious?" She screams.
I smile, "no. But, I am going in the bedroom."
I look at Colton and he 's staring at me like I 'm a fresh piece of meat. I smile and walk into the bedroom. I hear the couch creek and footsteps down the hallway. Before I lay down Colton picks me up from behind and spins me around.
I laugh, "put me down."
"Magic word?"
"Please?"
He kisses my cheek, "it 's actually sugar, but I 'll put you down because I know you 'll get pissed."
I laugh, "how would I know that the 'magic word ' is sugar?"
"Exactly." He winks then smiles.
I crawl under the covers and bury myself with them. The covers smell like weed, incense and Gain; I take a big whiff then let it out with a smile on my face.
Colton nudges me, "question time."
I let out a groan.
"Okay, um..I 'll ask since I 'm curious and you brought it up, so have you ever had sex before?"
"Someone likes the personal zone." I nudge him.
"Okay, different question then. What 's your favorite dessert?"
I smile and nod, "cheesecake. You?"
"It 's not really a food, but it is kinda dessert like. Anyways, it 's a drink and it 's mixed with green sherbet ice cream and ginger ale and it 's soo good!"
"Sounds good."
"I wish I had a slice of cheesecake right
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I push the snow off the bench and plop down. The park is quiet and lonely; no one in sight except for me. I look at the jungle gym and study the frost on the bars. I wish for a damn miracle. I twirl my foot in the snow making an imperfect circle.
I switch positions and feel the papers in my back pocket; I take them out and look at them. The one thing that stands out the most is 'parent signature ' in bold. Just thinking about walking in that house makings my stomach churn and my muscles tense up. I clear my throat, I can always forge it, but my cursive is …show more content…
Are you serious?" She screams.
I smile, "no. But, I am going in the bedroom."
I look at Colton and he 's staring at me like I 'm a fresh piece of meat. I smile and walk into the bedroom. I hear the couch creek and footsteps down the hallway. Before I lay down Colton picks me up from behind and spins me around.
I laugh, "put me down."
"Magic word?"
"Please?"
He kisses my cheek, "it 's actually sugar, but I 'll put you down because I know you 'll get pissed."
I laugh, "how would I know that the 'magic word ' is sugar?"
"Exactly." He winks then smiles.
I crawl under the covers and bury myself with them. The covers smell like weed, incense and Gain; I take a big whiff then let it out with a smile on my face.
Colton nudges me, "question time."
I let out a groan.
"Okay, um..I 'll ask since I 'm curious and you brought it up, so have you ever had sex before?"
"Someone likes the personal zone." I nudge him.
"Okay, different question then. What 's your favorite dessert?"
I smile and nod, "cheesecake. You?"
"It 's not really a food, but it is kinda dessert like. Anyways, it 's a drink and it 's mixed with green sherbet ice cream and ginger ale and it 's soo good!"
"Sounds good."
"I wish I had a slice of cheesecake right