These past few Springs have been entirely different for me because I have been going back to school, before going to school most of my springs for carefree and easy going. It is an entirely different scenario …show more content…
Henceforth, I never had to deal with finals—before college. I can safely say that it is a roller coaster ride. Sometimes I've got off of it with my guts still intact; other times I think I've thrown up my shoes. When I got that taste of success and those excellent grades, it made it all worthwhile. This spring has been a little rocky for me. Especially since I am taking classes online. It can be tough to separate schooling from your personal life. This is supposed to be my “Semester of redemption” due to last semester's huge, eye-opening, reality check class that is developmental psychology. I did not come out of my third semester very well. It was quite embarrassing as a matter of fact regarding my grade point average. I made the President's List in my second, but my third-semester departure was very heartbreaking. The bad grades were not due to a challenging curriculum. It was what I was learning about myself that hit me hard. If it had not been for Teresa Beacom, my college writing instructor, I would not be here today. She recognized my writing skills and gave me the encouragement to get back up, dust myself off and keep at it. I have become someone I am not familiar with anymore. I have never been this determined and dedicated. Never have I worked so hard in my life. I’ve pulled several all-nighters, sometimes two nights in a row. I have been so swept up in my studies, at times that I missed days with my family. Sometimes, I have to pause and look at myself and wonder, “Who are you, and what have you done with Bernadette?” I am stunned and amazed because this was not me in High School. I never knew I had any of this in