Mysterious places ..
Being Locked in that room between four walls that I can’t even see, made me think.. made me think a lot
I don’t know if I stayed here for a day or two hours or a week or just for minutes ..
I have no clue!!
For whatever time I was in there, I went through a spiral of thought..
At first, I wanted to get out of that dark place.. then, I wanted light, I wanted to see where I am..
It started to get colder and colder, I needed a warm blanket to cover myself with..
After a while, noises have been coming from my stomach, obviously I wanted food..
My mouth became dry, I needed water so bad..
And then I just sat there not wishing for any goddamn thing other than getting out of this mysterious place.. what if I never got out! …show more content…
But for how long?
Eventually, they would go back to their lives ..they would forget ..
My mom would make lunch, and everyone will gather around the table .. without me ..
My friends will go back to school, they will be laughing, revising, writing and reading..
They will graduate and go to colleges..
I will never graduate ..
I would never go back to school
I would never join my family on the dining table..
I would never do the washing up again..
I would never finish that goddamn book which I didn’t enjoyed before..
I would never say sorry to that girl I was rude with..
I would never sleep on my bed again..
What about my room?
Who would take it?
What would they do with my stuff? My books, my notebooks, my records, my drawings , my dolls .. what?!
For now..
I am sitting here waiting for death..
My own death..
I stand up, feeling my legs so tired I can barely move them..
I tie my hair up as it has fallen down ..
I took a long deep breath..
I tried to feel refreshed..
I kicked all the bad thoughts out of my mind..
I smiled..
I tried to remember all the funny things I know..
I laughed ..
I laughed so hard my eyes filled with tears..
It changed to crying ..
I lie down my palm under my
Being Locked in that room between four walls that I can’t even see, made me think.. made me think a lot
I don’t know if I stayed here for a day or two hours or a week or just for minutes ..
I have no clue!!
For whatever time I was in there, I went through a spiral of thought..
At first, I wanted to get out of that dark place.. then, I wanted light, I wanted to see where I am..
It started to get colder and colder, I needed a warm blanket to cover myself with..
After a while, noises have been coming from my stomach, obviously I wanted food..
My mouth became dry, I needed water so bad..
And then I just sat there not wishing for any goddamn thing other than getting out of this mysterious place.. what if I never got out! …show more content…
But for how long?
Eventually, they would go back to their lives ..they would forget ..
My mom would make lunch, and everyone will gather around the table .. without me ..
My friends will go back to school, they will be laughing, revising, writing and reading..
They will graduate and go to colleges..
I will never graduate ..
I would never go back to school
I would never join my family on the dining table..
I would never do the washing up again..
I would never finish that goddamn book which I didn’t enjoyed before..
I would never say sorry to that girl I was rude with..
I would never sleep on my bed again..
What about my room?
Who would take it?
What would they do with my stuff? My books, my notebooks, my records, my drawings , my dolls .. what?!
For now..
I am sitting here waiting for death..
My own death..
I stand up, feeling my legs so tired I can barely move them..
I tie my hair up as it has fallen down ..
I took a long deep breath..
I tried to feel refreshed..
I kicked all the bad thoughts out of my mind..
I smiled..
I tried to remember all the funny things I know..
I laughed ..
I laughed so hard my eyes filled with tears..
It changed to crying ..
I lie down my palm under my