Defining Moment-Personal Narrative

I understand you are studying for your finals and all that. I understand that you are not gonna be able to talk to me during that time, but there's something I don't understand. You say you don't want me to go to other guys etc, but yet you don't do anything about it. Once you go home or have a free time you don't show any interest in talking to me. Is whatever's to you. Which is the total opposite of me. I care. I want to talk to you. I want to see you. Etc. How do you think I supposed to feel? Think? You don't want me to talk to guys, okay but you? I don't see you trying. You don't want me to talk to guys for you could come whenever you pleased and look for me. Is that it? I was dying to see you this week, BUT I understood the situation, finals. I want to be there for you when you feel stress, good, etc., but no. I wish you could've said something like "hey almost one week left I'm going home" something like that. You choose to say NOTHING to me. And let's add a little more to this. I don't know if you …show more content…
I was trying to reach you out on tango. No signs of Isai. I got messages, but not from Isai. You have no idea how I felt. Guys remembering my birthday. Other guys! That hurt!. I couldn't believe it. And the guy that I, let me remark that, the guy that I want to talk to, reserve myself for, forgets my date. I don't know anymore. I don't know what to think. Yes, I agree they are little things, but guess what? Those things matter to me. Like I care every single small detail about you. I feel like we are not in the same page. Or maybe we are, but you don't show it. I wanted to see you before leaving, but that's not gonna happen. Honestly, I wasn't expecting this. I wasn't expecting anything major from you, but something more along the line of "happy birthday". One day of the entire year. Simple. You make me want to think about this. You make me want to think if I should stay or not. You make me wonder all of this things like, if I mean something to