I can’t let on to Reid that I know, but what am I supposed to do? He will know something is wrong if I ignore him, but he deserves it. How cruel was he to make me think that I was crazy? That all this time about me going on and on about Dareon, that he would just dismiss me and call me insane. I can not fathom an excuse for what he did, why he lied, and why he stayed silent. It would have been amazing if he would have just said, “Yes! I believe you one hundred percent because that crazy empowering world and that feeling you get when you are there, I have that feeling every day. I know what you are going through because I am going through the same thing.” But he didn’t, he didn’t speak up about Dareon and he didn’t tell me that he is there fifty percent of the time. It wouldn’t be fair to me or to him to just go along like I don’t know, but I don’t care to see his face right now. It would be too painful. Is that why he just wanted to be friends? Because sooner or later he knew I would find out and hate him for it
I can’t let on to Reid that I know, but what am I supposed to do? He will know something is wrong if I ignore him, but he deserves it. How cruel was he to make me think that I was crazy? That all this time about me going on and on about Dareon, that he would just dismiss me and call me insane. I can not fathom an excuse for what he did, why he lied, and why he stayed silent. It would have been amazing if he would have just said, “Yes! I believe you one hundred percent because that crazy empowering world and that feeling you get when you are there, I have that feeling every day. I know what you are going through because I am going through the same thing.” But he didn’t, he didn’t speak up about Dareon and he didn’t tell me that he is there fifty percent of the time. It wouldn’t be fair to me or to him to just go along like I don’t know, but I don’t care to see his face right now. It would be too painful. Is that why he just wanted to be friends? Because sooner or later he knew I would find out and hate him for it