There's nothing more human than the guilt he feels over what he's done, after all, and he certainly feels a lot of it. For Curtis, that self-loathing is omnipresent, and it affects every facet of his life -- it could easily be assumed that he took an interest in Edgar as a way to atone for trying to kill his mother, and he refuses the leadership position he clearly already occupies out of shame over what he's done, as well as what he's not done. He expresses to Gilliam that he can't be a leader because he has two good arms, revealing his guilt over being unable to cut off his limbs to feed others back during the first months on the
There's nothing more human than the guilt he feels over what he's done, after all, and he certainly feels a lot of it. For Curtis, that self-loathing is omnipresent, and it affects every facet of his life -- it could easily be assumed that he took an interest in Edgar as a way to atone for trying to kill his mother, and he refuses the leadership position he clearly already occupies out of shame over what he's done, as well as what he's not done. He expresses to Gilliam that he can't be a leader because he has two good arms, revealing his guilt over being unable to cut off his limbs to feed others back during the first months on the