Although his fingers begin to quiver, Shiro's voice remains steady. "It would have healed, there was no reason to kill it." That petrifying gaze is lifted back to him. "It would take a long time, it was better to end it now." And at that, Shiro feels something within him snap, and his grip tightens to the point that Mitsuki begins clawing at his clenched …show more content…
"I love you," Shiro says, fingers curling to grasp the blanket. He feels Mitsuki's fingers pause, then resume softly raking through the pale white strands, even gentler than before. Shiro turns his face slightly, pressing his cheek against the other boy's thigh. He grips the blanket tightly with trembling fists. "I love you," he repeats, and even he can hear the way his voice wavers. He clenches his teeth, jaw locked, as he feels a shudder rack his body. Mitsuki's hand stills in his hair and trails its way down to his back where it begins tracing soothing circles. His knuckles have gone pale from the force of his grip, and Shiro surprises himself with the strangled breath that escapes his lips. "I love you so, so much," he chokes out, burying his face against the prince's upper