Why couldn't my life be as simple as it was when I was little?' I thought to myself, tossing and turning in my bed. All I want is to have friends in my life, but no, no I have bullies instead.. I wish I was normal like everyone. I wish that I had a perfect family who would love me. If I had a family who would love me, then maybe I wouldn't be like this. I wish I didn't have bullies in my life. I wish I wouldn't get beaten at home and at school. But wishing is only for the weak is so I heard.' I then turned again, but now on my stomach. "Hey whats up? You haven't talked to me all day." I stated towards Joseph, wondering …show more content…
We were only in 4th grade, the year where my life started to go down hill. 7 years and I'm still struggling with life. I start to feel the tears slide down my cheek. Humph, I guess I should go to sleep now, before I get even more depressed than I am now. I closed my eyes and tried my hardest to go to sleep, which eventually happened at some point during the …show more content…
All they did was stare at me without even blinking. I couldn't even handle the glares they were giving me anymore, that I ended up looking down at my desk. "Um Anthony did you drew the picture of me and Cathy?" I hear Adam asking me with curiosity in his voice. "Um yeah.." I said slowly and quietly. "Can I see it again? I really love it!" I hear Cathy say to me with such joy in her voice. "Yeah same here, it's really realistic and awesome. I wish I had those drawing skills." "Um I guess but only that page okay?" They both promised me that they wouldn't and looked at the page. They were commenting very good compliments. Again all I wanted to do was ignore Adam.. Adam makes me smile because of how nice he makes people feel. I really love his eyes and how the color of chestnut can make someone get lost, once you gaze into them. The way his tinted pink lips curve upwards all the time into a smile. And his dolphin laugh that almost everyone in the school love to hear, especially his