Crazy Ex Letter

From the "crazy ex".

I am writing this letter to you today, one year later, to let you know just how much you affected me. I am sure you don't even think twice about me, but I am asking you to just read this letter and, hopefully realize, how much being a female in a world of masculinity sucks. I also hope you see the impact your words had on me.

Let's start on a positive note. First I would like to thank you. I have now become more aware of people's intentions, realized my calling in this world, and learned to never ignore my gut (or red flags); all due to my "relationship" with you. Now, when I am walking through Walmart and I see a guy look at me I am automatically scared he has horrible intentions. So I plan out my move ("Okay, go to aisle one swerve at the soda display to catch him off guard. If he follows, just turn into a ninja and use your pepper spray to get him right in the eye) and by that time I realize he isnt planning on attacking me. I have realized, through this experience, just how much I want to fight for girls and boys that have had to deal with crappy people like you. People that decide they are superior to the everybody else; people that think they can just go around using people like pieces of paper. Nobody deserves that and I dream of a world where nobody has to deal with that. I have a history of doing …show more content…
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