Chris Monologue

Hi koubare how are you? Hope all is well., I'm not looking for supporters by messaging you. I'm not looking to create any problems either. I just wanted to say to you that whilst I was not impressed with some of the texts or conversations you had with Chris in the past, I shouldn't have lashed out to you or looked to put the blame on you in any shape of form. It"s knowones fault that Chris made the choices he did in life. I did love him with all my heart and I was totally committed to him and our family but I suppose I was just disappointed and heartbroken by what he accused me of and how I was treated along the way for many many years! It wasn't meant to be and I realise that now! It's all ok though I now have had time to self reflect and I understand that in life you sometimes have to understand that you can't control how others perceive you or treat you. You can only control yourself. I apologise to you if I had a go at you for sending him texts from Greece revealing other women's private parts. I guess I felt that Chris gave you the right to do that and at that time that hurt me but whilst I was disappointed with you for doing so I was mostly disappointed by him for feeling this was ok. As I said I didn't agree with it but I don't hold a grudge against you. I'm not looking for you to take my side or contact me but I just felt the need via this very terrible experience in life to stop blaming others and time to grow up and self reflect. …show more content…
You don't need to reply as replying to me is not your style (lol my sense of humour is still the same.. psychastic humour .. some things never change) but I'm happy /proud of who I am and what I stand for in