He also shuts everyone out, fearing that they’ll laugh at him, even writing this about his reaction to Miss Kinnian coming to his apartment. “I told her I didn’t like her anymore. I told her I didn’t want to be smart anymore.”(224) This was a lie. The regression was terrible and traumatizing for Charlie, but despite that, he went back to the factory to ask for his old job back. He does this so he can pay his own rent, and doesn’t have to rely on Miss Kinnian paying it for him. This shows that Charlie isn’t afraid to face his co-workers, even though they laughed at him repeatedly and petitioned to have him fired. His ultimate decision to leave New York stems from the fact that he doesn’t want anyone to feel sorry for
He also shuts everyone out, fearing that they’ll laugh at him, even writing this about his reaction to Miss Kinnian coming to his apartment. “I told her I didn’t like her anymore. I told her I didn’t want to be smart anymore.”(224) This was a lie. The regression was terrible and traumatizing for Charlie, but despite that, he went back to the factory to ask for his old job back. He does this so he can pay his own rent, and doesn’t have to rely on Miss Kinnian paying it for him. This shows that Charlie isn’t afraid to face his co-workers, even though they laughed at him repeatedly and petitioned to have him fired. His ultimate decision to leave New York stems from the fact that he doesn’t want anyone to feel sorry for