Every time he tried to think of a good memory of his dear friend, he was forced to stop and wipe the tears from his eyes. This was not the first time he had lost a crewman, but this time was different. This time was deeply personal. He simultaneously felt overwhelming senses of sadness and anger. Archer knew in his gut that the Xindi were not involved. But his anger needed an outlet, someone to blame for a blameless death.
Doctor Phlox was under orders to preserve Tucker's body in sickbay until his captain decided whether an autopsy was necessary. He had seen a fair number of cadavers in his day, some of them even acquaintances or friends. But his medical experience never would provide him with the disassociation that would allow him to see a body without seeing the smile that had once been upon its face or without recalling the memories of shared experiences.
The Vulcan T'Pol found herself struggling to maintain control over her emotions. She told herself that her lack of control was the perfectly logical outcome of the exhaustion she had been feeling as a result of Commander Tucker's absence from their neuropressure sessions, and she resolved to improve her nightly meditation. Like Reed, T'Pol had noticed something off about Trip. But unlike Reed, she lacked the experience to understand what it