She is infuriated that James considers her inferior to Chaurisse, and begins to rebel in an attempt to receive his love and affection. His preference for his legitimate daughter is made clear when Dana recalls her high school years. She remarks, “I remember how it felt to be a student there [Mays High School] . . . afraid each day that Chaurisse would change her mind . . . deciding instead to take my place” (40). Chaurisse was always given first choice, whereas Dana always received whatever was left over. Soon, Dana began to dress provocatively; surround herself with questionable boys; and go out late. During one of these late-night excursions, she explains her motivations when she says, “I knew he saw the fire in my face, the challenge in my eyes. Save me, James. I dare you” (81). Dana wanted attention from her father so badly that she was willing to put herself in danger in order to see him care for her. During this period of her life, she became an angry, sad, lonely girl that was desperate for her father’s …show more content…
He is angry, spiteful, and refuses to take responsibility for his actions. When Dana was born, James partially acknowledged his wrongdoings by being involved in Dana’s life. Now, he has victimized himself and placed the blame on Dana and her mother, Gwen. This is made extremely clear when he says, “You and Gwen have turned me into an animal” (339). In this moment, James has absolved himself of all responsibility. He believes that he had done everything in his power to be a righteous man. James was content with how his family dynamic was before and felt victimized when Dana attempted to change it. When she indicates that she is not content with constantly being hidden, he feels as though she is being selfish by asking him to give more of himself. By accusing Gwen and Dana of destroying his life, James reveals his true character. He is a man that constantly hides from the truth; he does not want to admit that he has failed as a