Holden struggles with embodying the idea of love, demonstrates that he didn’t have a caring environment growing up so when people did try to love him he didn't welcome it and pushed them away. So on the rare occasion when Holden did show some sort of affection it ended up disastrous for him. “I don’t feel very much like myself. I’ll pay you and all, but do you mind very much if we don’t do it?{...}He snapped his finger very hard on my pajamas. Then he smacked me. All I felt was this terrific punch in my stomach” (Salinger). Holden calls a prostitute to his hotel but not to have sex but to talk. He seeks companionship and calls her because he knows she's guaranteed to come. This ended negatively for Holden when he gets into an altercation with the pimp. This is just one of the many times where showing affection has gone awry for Holden. Holden once didn’t let his younger brother Allie accompany
Holden struggles with embodying the idea of love, demonstrates that he didn’t have a caring environment growing up so when people did try to love him he didn't welcome it and pushed them away. So on the rare occasion when Holden did show some sort of affection it ended up disastrous for him. “I don’t feel very much like myself. I’ll pay you and all, but do you mind very much if we don’t do it?{...}He snapped his finger very hard on my pajamas. Then he smacked me. All I felt was this terrific punch in my stomach” (Salinger). Holden calls a prostitute to his hotel but not to have sex but to talk. He seeks companionship and calls her because he knows she's guaranteed to come. This ended negatively for Holden when he gets into an altercation with the pimp. This is just one of the many times where showing affection has gone awry for Holden. Holden once didn’t let his younger brother Allie accompany