As Holden ran into more and more disappointment and phoniness in NYC, he began to seriously ponder his own death. When he wandered around Central Park and believed he was dying, he “[hoped] to hell when [he died] somebody [would have] sense enough to dump [him] in the river or something… Who wants flowers when you’re dead? Nobody” (Salinger 155). Despite how he talks about it, Holden has personal experience going to his brother’s grave and bringing flowers, so he understands the pain of grief. However, by worrying about his future death, Holden becomes even more distanced from his current troubles. In the end, the deaths of people close to him ultimately distracted him from the
As Holden ran into more and more disappointment and phoniness in NYC, he began to seriously ponder his own death. When he wandered around Central Park and believed he was dying, he “[hoped] to hell when [he died] somebody [would have] sense enough to dump [him] in the river or something… Who wants flowers when you’re dead? Nobody” (Salinger 155). Despite how he talks about it, Holden has personal experience going to his brother’s grave and bringing flowers, so he understands the pain of grief. However, by worrying about his future death, Holden becomes even more distanced from his current troubles. In the end, the deaths of people close to him ultimately distracted him from the