I never could foresee that I was the type of girl that some would bully, that I would attack those tormentors like a magnet, from elementary school through my freshman year of high school. I didn’t anticipate being woken up to the sound of my mother’s screaming, to the sight of my older sister, wedged between her bed and the wall adjacent, convulsing so violently she was left with bruises. I never knew I would have to accompany her to what felt like hundreds of doctors visits, all trying to figure out what was wrong. And after she finally received a reliable diagnosis, I never planned on having to help her recoup from intensive brain surgery. We didn’t plan on barely getting by, of the pile of bills that would overtake our kitchen table, of our electricity cutting off every other week, of the feelings of helplessness that there was just never enough money in our pockets for
I never could foresee that I was the type of girl that some would bully, that I would attack those tormentors like a magnet, from elementary school through my freshman year of high school. I didn’t anticipate being woken up to the sound of my mother’s screaming, to the sight of my older sister, wedged between her bed and the wall adjacent, convulsing so violently she was left with bruises. I never knew I would have to accompany her to what felt like hundreds of doctors visits, all trying to figure out what was wrong. And after she finally received a reliable diagnosis, I never planned on having to help her recoup from intensive brain surgery. We didn’t plan on barely getting by, of the pile of bills that would overtake our kitchen table, of our electricity cutting off every other week, of the feelings of helplessness that there was just never enough money in our pockets for