Eyzkube Experiment
1. Drug of Choice: Eyzkube.
a. I need the specialized water because my body is craving the satisfaction of the Eyzkube.
b. The chemistry of my brain was letting me know that I need something more potent in order to function.
2. My plans are to secretly use my drugs and not to be caught. In doing so I planned to get up before every one at 6:00am and prepare my drinks and the Eyzkubes.
a. I need to be very wise when using the drug.
b. If I am caught I would make up some story by telling them that it is a vitamin if they ask.
c. I have to try to be discrete and careful in obtaining this drug.
3. I calculated how much I needed to take before doing any physical activity.
a. I have to figure out what is the right fix for me. …show more content…
We were having an enjoyable dinner and in honor of his birthday, my daughter had bought some wine to celebrate. Without thinking I quickly headed to the kitchen to got two of my Eyzkubes and added them to my glass of wine but thankfully the wine had been red. I dropped the cubes into the glass of wine and drank.
8:15 pm. He cut his cake and blew out the candles and we sang “Happy Birthday” to him and suddenly I started to spiral out of control. I was emotional out of control and started to yell at everyone, my speech was slurred and I felt nauseated. I became so violent for which I had no control.
9:00 pm. I became very anxious and didn’t know what was going on with me because I was not myself. It was like a volcano erupting as I puked up everything I had ingested.
9:15 pm. I apologized to my children and came clean and told them that I had been lying to them and that I was using drugs. They were in total shock because I always warned them about not using drugs. I felt shame and guilt for having deceived them and going against my morals. I promised them that I would not do drugs again and that I would go and take the 12 step program to clean up myself. I went to my room unable to sleep and reflecting back on what I had done to myself. I felt disgusted with myself for having done drugs. I made up my mind to seek help as soon as possible and to try to help
1. Drug of Choice: Eyzkube.
a. I need the specialized water because my body is craving the satisfaction of the Eyzkube.
b. The chemistry of my brain was letting me know that I need something more potent in order to function.
2. My plans are to secretly use my drugs and not to be caught. In doing so I planned to get up before every one at 6:00am and prepare my drinks and the Eyzkubes.
a. I need to be very wise when using the drug.
b. If I am caught I would make up some story by telling them that it is a vitamin if they ask.
c. I have to try to be discrete and careful in obtaining this drug.
3. I calculated how much I needed to take before doing any physical activity.
a. I have to figure out what is the right fix for me. …show more content…
We were having an enjoyable dinner and in honor of his birthday, my daughter had bought some wine to celebrate. Without thinking I quickly headed to the kitchen to got two of my Eyzkubes and added them to my glass of wine but thankfully the wine had been red. I dropped the cubes into the glass of wine and drank.
8:15 pm. He cut his cake and blew out the candles and we sang “Happy Birthday” to him and suddenly I started to spiral out of control. I was emotional out of control and started to yell at everyone, my speech was slurred and I felt nauseated. I became so violent for which I had no control.
9:00 pm. I became very anxious and didn’t know what was going on with me because I was not myself. It was like a volcano erupting as I puked up everything I had ingested.
9:15 pm. I apologized to my children and came clean and told them that I had been lying to them and that I was using drugs. They were in total shock because I always warned them about not using drugs. I felt shame and guilt for having deceived them and going against my morals. I promised them that I would not do drugs again and that I would go and take the 12 step program to clean up myself. I went to my room unable to sleep and reflecting back on what I had done to myself. I felt disgusted with myself for having done drugs. I made up my mind to seek help as soon as possible and to try to help