Neil was the one who started the new Dead Poets Society with his friends after following Mr. Keating 's advice of carpe diem. Neil was an outgoing character who gave off a sense of leadership and individuality among his friends. However, it is clear that Neil was actually a much more cautious, timid person than he liked to let people believe. When it came to his father, Neil was very obedient and submissive to his desires about Neil 's future. After meeting Mr. Keating, though, Neil decides to seize the day and join a play which is one of his passions. He does not communicate his feelings with his father, though, which leads to a downward spiral for Neil. His father highly disapproves of the play and decides to force Neil to join a military school. At this point, Neil feels like he had no control over his own life and his future. He is not able to think or act for himself. After having everything that he truly loved taken away from him, he no longer feels like he could be himself at all. Neil feels that there is no reason for him to live anymore. He could no longer take control of his life nor could he be his own person. Sadly, Neil decides to commit suicide in a last attempt to gain some control in his life. Neil showed that he believed in carpe diem wholeheartedly, but, once he was no longer able to practice it, he felt that there was no way other way for him to be
Neil was the one who started the new Dead Poets Society with his friends after following Mr. Keating 's advice of carpe diem. Neil was an outgoing character who gave off a sense of leadership and individuality among his friends. However, it is clear that Neil was actually a much more cautious, timid person than he liked to let people believe. When it came to his father, Neil was very obedient and submissive to his desires about Neil 's future. After meeting Mr. Keating, though, Neil decides to seize the day and join a play which is one of his passions. He does not communicate his feelings with his father, though, which leads to a downward spiral for Neil. His father highly disapproves of the play and decides to force Neil to join a military school. At this point, Neil feels like he had no control over his own life and his future. He is not able to think or act for himself. After having everything that he truly loved taken away from him, he no longer feels like he could be himself at all. Neil feels that there is no reason for him to live anymore. He could no longer take control of his life nor could he be his own person. Sadly, Neil decides to commit suicide in a last attempt to gain some control in his life. Neil showed that he believed in carpe diem wholeheartedly, but, once he was no longer able to practice it, he felt that there was no way other way for him to be