It was on a Friday when it happened to me. We were driving to Wawa like we do any other day, listening to “Sorry” by Justin Bieber. My mom was driving pretty quiet, which was very unlike her. I knew something wasn’t right because she usually drives with one hand and now she's driving with two gripping on the wheel like her life depends on it. A few more minutes pass, and I finally ask her what's wrong. She tells me, she just doesn't want me to worry about her. I ask her is something wrong and her face turns hard as stone. Another five minutes pass before she finally come out and say what I thought was the worst thing that could happen to me. She says, “Blake I have a lump on my breast and it's pretty big. I'm going to get it checked out, but I don't want you worrying about me if fine.” My eyes started tearing up, and thoughts of not having my mom in my life any more started to run …show more content…
I didn't want to face the fact of that there is a possibility she will be gone soon, if it's cancer. She then told me not to tell my sister because she didn't want it to upset her. That's night I laid in my bed crying, I didn't want to have to deal with this situation I wanted to just push it in the back of my mind and not worry about it. But a part of me told me I had to face my fear and be there for my family. It would be out of my comfort zone because I usually run from my problems, but there was nowhere to run. The next day, my mom made the appointment and they told her she can come in tomorrow. I slept horrible that night with a bunch of what ifs in my head. While we wanted in the office, I held her hand and tried to be strong for her. Finally, after what felt like forever the doctor called her in the room. My hands started to get clammy, my leg was shaking. I was scared, but I knew I had to be strong