Have you ever wondered what it’s like to feel unwanted? Welcome to my life. Feeling unwanted isn’t your boyfriend of two weeks breaking up with you or your friend not asking you to come eat after school with her and her brother. Unwanted isn’t your mom cancelling plans last minute because she had more work left at the office than she thought. Unwanted is how you feel when your parents chose substances, such as alcohol or drugs over you. Unwanted is how you feel when you finally down the bottle of pills you took off the kitchen shelf two nights ago, swallowing all 98 of them, while you’re lying in your bathroom floor with each breath getting slower. Unwanted is how you feel when your mom calls for the first time in three years to tell you happy
