Becoming An Outsider

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I don't want you to become a stranger of what we had but I think I'm starting to become a stranger of who you are. It's 11:51 PM and I wasn't trying to Think of you yet here I am again. I tried to resist these thoughts. I swear to God I do but you and I both know that I can never resist anything that has to do with you. it's 11:52 PM and my face is lit up by my iPhone screen instead of the moon because for some reason even the pixelated version of your eyes shines 10x brighter than the stars ever do. Listen . To the thoughts that go through my head before I decide whether or not you think I'm annoying as shit for texting you first I think maybe he's busy and that's why he didn't watch my Snapchat story like my Instagram post or my tweet I posted …show more content…
Maybe there is more things important than me. It's 11:53 PM. 3! The amount of girls or should I say HP copy machines that decided to do the kind service of copying his history homework this morning. like we don't know that Christopher Columbus sailed the ocean deep. stop being so lazy. Do your own homework. homework! I tell myself he's busy doing homework not because he would rather relive the Cold War than talk to me. but now it's 11:55 PM and I think hey maybe I should just leave my pride & nervousness behind and just forget them but why should I have to be the one that goes out on a limb he's the boy he's supposed to do this. It's 11:57 PM and I'm tired of waiting for This boy to realize. And five minutes ago I decided these feelings were a lie. it's funny how love to can make you romanticize. It's 11:59 PM and I don't need you but when the teacher asked me what was necessary to maintain human life I told her it was nitrogen hydrogen oxygen and you. And you're like uranium but your heartbeat is the only thing that's powering mine.. but I don't know why you haven't called yet.. but I don't if this is true.. but hey would it be crazy if you were laying awake right now thinking about me

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