Becoming A Leader-Personal Narrative

Okay!! Here I go!! I am so nervous!! How are people going to look at me? Can I wait till next period starts? Is this a nice school? Will I create friends? Why did I have to change in the middle of the school year? Why did my friends not come here with me? All these thoughts have been swirling in my mind as I walk through the hallway. I can see the class that has the same number as the one on my tag I have received in the entrance of this school. I saw it! It is getting closer! And closer! Ohh the door is really decorated. It got a lot of collages of tons of pictures of students or people I have never met in my life. It has a lot of Christmas colors with festive feel to it. I love holidays season. So this got me really excited. Finally, I can see the name of my …show more content…
Of course she has something back so I just decided to act like myself and walk away. I sat with my old nerdy mind that never helps in any situation! I HATE myself and mind. Why couldn't I be cool like her? Why can't I be a leader? But… wait!! Why does she feel the need to be a leader? To bully me? To give attention? Why does she want to bring me down? I suddenly thought of her differently. I realized it was my mistake! Bullies are jealous people that's why they try to be the best, I learned that like in second grade. What could she possibly be jealous of that I have that she doesn't? She is so much prettier, cooler, more famous. She is a leader, and she can boss people around. I realized suddenly, why is it important to be cool? To be a leader? I just feel bad for her. I don't know I feel bad for her! I should feel bad for myself. Unexpectedly, I felt the need to go up to her and ask her: why are you jealous but that would definitely not make any sense. She made fun of me and I go ask how is she doing. But I have to do something. As these thoughts crossed my mind, all of the sudden the bell rang.I think we are going to lunch. I need to do something in