Amanda Hutchison
Stark State College
NSG 141
April 3rd, 2018
A Beautifully Broken Mind
The electricity has just gone out, the lighter can’t be found, thunder is rumbling and no one else is home. Although the surroundings are familiar, the unpredictable ramifications of the dangerous external conditions have ignited fears that aren’t usually present. Emotions heighten and negative physical symptoms start to occur, panic is starting to set in. It’s hard to conceptualize having control, when so many things are out of your control. In these times, senses increase and a “hyperarousal” type of effect kicks in. This type of situations is scary but typically ends in a pretty consistent manner; the storm stops, the electricity is fixed and emotions are quickly reregulated to baseline for that person. Try to imagine living in a state of unpredictability and …show more content…
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