It was so difficult for me to perform correctly that I just aimed at doing it well enough to not be called out for performing poorly. In my mind at the time, I had fulfilled my duty as a marcher if I made it through a run without being picked out of the crowd, without being the anomaly that wasn’t right. Practices were just endless repetitions of something I could easily mess up. While my own performance was something that I rarely took pride in, I was continually amazed at how remarkable some of the marchers in the top scoring bands were, how perfect they seemed as they performed, how effortlessly they glided across field, the vigor in which they played each note. If only I could emulate that I
It was so difficult for me to perform correctly that I just aimed at doing it well enough to not be called out for performing poorly. In my mind at the time, I had fulfilled my duty as a marcher if I made it through a run without being picked out of the crowd, without being the anomaly that wasn’t right. Practices were just endless repetitions of something I could easily mess up. While my own performance was something that I rarely took pride in, I was continually amazed at how remarkable some of the marchers in the top scoring bands were, how perfect they seemed as they performed, how effortlessly they glided across field, the vigor in which they played each note. If only I could emulate that I