I want to start off by saying that I am sorry you had that experience and that it has tormented you for so long. I understand how difficult it would be to admit that you were an inactive bystander, but you need to think about putting Harry first. The only way to deal with the guilt is to admit your wrongdoing and to strive for atonement. Otherwise, it will go on eating you from the inside out. If you and Harry decided to enter this contest together then I assume that the two of you were close. After what he has been through, doesn't he deserve to know what you witnessed? After all, he was the vicim. I am sure a traumatic situation such as this really took a toll on him. After that, he could have used a best friend more that ever. Every day
